9:07am on bed
Good morning everyone. I am Chinmoy Choudhury. Going to take my life in a very conscious state. I have been struggling with extreme stress, anxiety and depression. Now I have something to study infact today I had an important class but due to the problems like my past. Doesn't allow me to sit comfortably. I consciously understand that if I had not came home after I left the home. Or else I haven't surrendered myself I maybe in happy state. And sure that my family would have been able to come out of grief in those years. I know a few years will be very much difficult for them. But I wish them better recovery. Also if I stay with them I being the problem. Who always fight with them says bad words, blame others etc etc. Oh I also want to say that I hate myself. And I will be writing a special notes for my mother. Please allow her to read at the blogspot. And whatever my father says about me is taken to considered as truth. My last wish : 1. If somehow my...